Ancient Agriculture and What It Means

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Aaron Longoria
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Aaron Longoria Very ethereal and dream-like, I feel as if I'm floating somewhere between planes of consciousness. Favorite track: Ishtar Gate (Cell Tower 1216682).
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1.
If you never make it to the call I think ive lost all self control When binding hands begin to fall I think ive lost all self control And im scared of what ill do And im scared of what ill do Existence is the only answer Hannahannah looking in Existence is the only answer Seven stars where I begin
2.
The gravel underneath The pilgrim in the sun Sleeping river indigestion if they dont know im one Call it medicine medicine I am sleeping far away and on the ground Call it medicine medicine Lost infirmary and civil war when found Broken spade Without an institution is waiting In the shade Resting piece of metal creating Making icicles and chronicles and denticles Somehow never spent oxygenating Call me crystalline crystalline I am sorry if I never had the heart for waiting The wicker in the light Reflecting on the glass And I dont think your see through paper is ever going to last And I think why did I talk over you with your knife hand And I think why did I mention the mouse on the afghan And I think why did I mention the whole in the roof And I think why did I think that you knew that you were too
3.
Black bear Or cardinal misdirection Ive sworn to you your protection You dont have to be scared Oldest lie Or Navajo with a business tie Or sacred moon with a lazy eye Call me a coward And I Jump to conclusions like I Made out of money like I Tearing the mask from my face And I Jump to conclusions like I Needing the money like I Watching the whole human race Nothing I do can ever be part of it Waters edge and darkened gold Nothing I do can ever be part of it Candle reflected I do what im told Through the mesh cover I act like I started it There on the screen door the mountain so bold And there on the lake you act like Im watching it Im watching you watch it the leather so old And I Jump to conclusions like I Made out of money like I Tearing the mask from my face And I Jump to conclusions like I Needing the money like I Watching the whole human race Southern agassiz Bending neck I should have stayed Southern agassiz Empty tent and I’m afraid Southern agassiz Should I have to turn and run Southern agassiz Only brother lonely one
4.
Melting into time Boasting book of mine Sunny palmdale north new jersey Somewhere in my mind Melting into time Boasting book of mine Sunny palmdale north new jersey Somewhere in my mind
5.
Little Truck 02:11
And the birds were there And the sea was there And the sky was there And the ground was there And it smelled like gasoline And it smelled like dirty water And it smelled like gasoline And it smelled just like my father And it smelled like gasoline And it smelled like dirty rope And it smelled like gasoline And it smelled like filthy hope And it smelled like gasoline And i smelled it on my hands And it smelled like gasoline And I felt too drunk to stand [We all remember what its like] [As a child we all abused and hurt small animals] [And we all felt bad] [I dont know if i felt bad] [I dont remember if i felt bad] [And i wanna feel bad now] [But i cant go back and feel bad then] [And if i cant go back and feel bad then what it doesnt really count] [It doesnt really count at all] (plastic) (cold air) i dont know if i ever will (plastic) (cold air) I dont know if I ever can (Plastic) (cold air) i dont know if i ever will (Plastic) (cold air) i dont know if ill ever stand (Plastic) (cold air) i dont know if i ever will (Plastic) (cold air) i dont know if its not my fault (Plastic) (cold air) i dont know if i should be held Responsible for that (coldest night of my life) (forever)
6.
Calydon, calydon, calydon And how it made me feel Touch upon, touch upon, touch upon, The serpent on my heel And I dont know if I can say that what I did was right And I dont know if what I saw is truth or second sight I saw you making popcorn I saw you on the couch I saw you with your tongue hanging out I saw you at the table I saw you on my phone I saw you eating tater tots alone Air conditioning And stale renditioning Apologizing sleeping in the stall False equivalences Rare impermanences What if you dont think of me at all Middle way, middle way, middle way, And fuck if I don’t know Not today, not today, not today Eight pinecones in the snow Javelin with sudden stupor caught captive on my head (part of me) Redemption silent continental passage from my bed (part of me) And what if Atlanta was right and the sequence was only my fault And what if the answer so certain owned only by god Come calling protection make of an antler try not to poke your own eyes out Come calling protection sealed with a wink and a nod Come calling protection drunken forgiveness heard near a month from my birthday Come calling protection faith that you know what i did Come calling protection taught without breaking somebody yells something youd say Come calling protection instead i was gone and I hid I saw you at the bus stop I saw you at the store I cant recognize your face anymore I saw you at the table I saw you on my phone I saw you eating tater tots alone
7.
Diving Bell 01:04
Put me with you in the diving bell and we’ll die like the ocean died (And we go, and we go, floating we go)
8.
Red America 04:44
And a wall was built Several nations tall And the seas were filled With isopropyl alcohol And my eyes were warm On the brightest sun Short in service here Or I felt like one When the gavel fell I was here in red america Holding up my arms I swear to you When the gavel fell I felt criminal hypoxia Pouring out my stomach onto you And force some kind of drug in my mouth So I can stop talking And weld my legs to the chapterhouse To keep me from walking And dreading dreading dreading all I was a packhorse for you And breathing breathing breathing I I stayed up all night to get through When the gavel fell I was here in red america Holding up my arms I swear to you When the gavel fell I felt criminal hypoxia Pouring out my stomach onto you Still life in my chest Tongue in my mouth Able to move Carry it out Climbing the tree The weight of my shoes Kicked from my feet Collected by you Now covered in blood How should i feel I made my mark I made my deal Covered in paint Covered in light I was not bored here
9.
2 Organs 02:40
Like I didn’t see the word of God Like I didn’t know that I was doomed And I saw only Majesty Sacrilege I was not made up for this and im not Majesty Sacrilege I was not destined for thought on my own Destined for thought on my own On my own And still I mean nothing to you if im nothing to me and im still not a voice if im not And Im still not a voice if you’re with me And Im still not a voice if youre with me And Im still not a voice if youre with me (I will not go gently)
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If I were any younger I’d be less paranoid If I were any smarter I’d make more sense If I were any better I’d be an astronaut If I were any richer I’d pay the rent If I were any lonelier I’d say it in my sleep If I were any lonelier So to speak If I were any lonelier I’d be your only son If I were any lonelier I’d feel like one I can’t go outside (why would I go anywhere) (holy holy) (burn it up without anyone’s permission) (keep it to yourself i dont think that i could ever know) (did I require know it I don’t think about everything I can’t do) Summer majestic with eyes open wide (keep it to yourself everyone wants you to) (did I require or know it I don’t know) (empty empty) (tear it down with omission) (why would I ever pretend to care?) I can’t feel my neck (following footsteps in the aftershock) (holy holy) (ghost of an empty thought) (why should I try to run?) (every time something happens to me) Distance recovered I am alive here I never meant any disrespect (following have to walk) (empty empty) (ghost of an empty I can’t talk) (everytime something happens to me) (why should I try to run?) And in the stars and in the stars (and in the stars) (holy empty) (and in the stars and in the universe and empty chain) (universal internal truth to me) (holy holy holy) And in the stars and in the sun (in the orbit around my sun) (in the orbit to the stars and into star) (star and universe and empty chain) (empty empty) And in the orbit around the universe (of the universe) (our universe) (padlock, molten core) (holy holy) (cold space cold light) (holy holy empty) And in the star I tried to run (and in the star I tried to run) (cold light cold touching touching me) (holy holy empty) (padlock something more, something more) (empty empty empty) (orbit orbit orbit) If I were any lonelier I’d say it in my sleep If I were any lonelier so to speak If I were any lonelier I’d be your only son If I were any lonelier I’d feel like one If
11.
Head 04:33
Over and over my head The same five words keep coming up Keep coming up again Like we’ll all die false pesticide And youre not making any sense at all Take off Your shirt Make me uncomfortable And I know it hurts bandage on your arm Take off Your shoes Make me feel anything But i know it feels Better to do no harm Watch everybody go GO Old santango (sideways sideways side) Auld lang syne (ocean made of plastic and garbage) Old st. Crispin (clouds are made of liquified killing) Less of mine (and in the sky I saw a thousand a thousand of them are) Old vibration (and in the sky and in the sky I never) Old sick friend (whats that I didnt see the if air would turn to poison) Incantation (I could not I didn’t see if I ever had to go) In the end (I didn’t want to go) And if your spirit says that I dont have whatever I should need to say And If your parents tell me Im a coward i can fight them its okay And if your rabbit bites me on the hand and makes me bleed then ill be fine And if the sun consumes us in its flames and breathing fire we’re alive Everything gets quiet Everything makes sense And if there is a soldier take me to him God I am a mess And it goes over and over my head The same five words keep coming up keep coming up again Dissatisfied unspecified Youre not making any sense At all Take off Your shirt Make me uncomfortable And I know you cant Hear me on the ground Take off Your shoes I couldnt feel anything but I know I feel better when youre around
12.
Big Turkey 02:48
(are we ready for it)
13.
Height of land I can’t stand the thought of leaving I am glad That I had something worth seeing Empty voice Call my name three times Call me captain of the day Say Im crushed Beneath my own words Say I have to go away I saw houses standing sideways Winter jackets wearing thin If I say I’ll keep your secret Will you tell me where you hid Making up a word for locking up myself and set myself on fire Wrapping snakes around me and telling people they should learn to fear me Sitting under blankets with the smoke making my eyes feel clear and tired Finally finding out after a long time nobody wanted to be near me Height of Land I am there again Height of Land I feel your sky Height of Land I want to feel afraid again Height of Land before I die Height of Land (Height of Land I see) Are you there with me (through glass and wine unguarded) Height of Land leave me alone (smoke relieved with) Height of Land (legs that run from me) Say a prayer for me (at any costs) Height of land my only home (I let them go) southern Agassiz I don't know if I ever could southern Agassiz existence is the only answer southern Agassiz I don't know if I ever could southern Agassiz existence is the only answer I don't know if I can say that what I did was right southern Agassiz I don't know if what I say is truth or second sight southern Agassiz I don't know I don't know southern Agassiz

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released January 27, 2017

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