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Q​-​pup

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Robert Louis Henry This is a hidden gem I come back to in introspective moments. Something about the talk of dirty dishes really hits home for me. Favorite track: Medusiac.
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1.
kill all the foes tear them apart whisper to winnipeg feed me your heart and then die slowly in a trench built for two whisper to winnipeg I believe in you listen to winnipeg cry how many times will I not say goodbye let all these bruises become young malaysians become sacred places become you and I let all these corpses become local legends become holy pledges oh god let me die
2.
Why do I need this Why do I care I should be gasping for air Why do I need this Why am I here Where is my soft burning flare Keep me at a distance Keep me alive I should be mourning my friends Why am I sleeping Why do I try Throw soft your serpent and hen Bury my bucket I'm climbing inside There's no racing or running tonight Throw soft your sidewalk I've fallen behind bear traps will fall at my side King of the fighters rotate your head Spit in my eyelids and speak to the dead keep close miranda I want you to know nobody loves you but noone will tell you no tooth in your eye you will talk out of turn meeting your maker or making your tendons burn (I can't keep fighting this forever) hold your shoe against my cell hold your furnace the well There is softness and burntness and sweetness I can tell there is dancing and falling and hollering in hell fine clean young man cellophane you know I'm slipping through cracks made wide by suicide and sliding into you trees will melt and multiply the red inside the blue white hot burning terrified I didn't think this through oh my god I didn't think that I'd leave you here oh my god I didn't plan on leaving you here and I'll pick you up and Ill set you down again and I'll pick you up and I'll set you down again
3.
Look out look out for me out there look out for me out there when you're lookin around I can count on my fingers youll see me looking around I can count on my fingers the days i felt good youll see me looking around I still don't feel good maybe when I go to a place I like I am dead dead and dead now I can sit down and do alright dead and beat down burning my legs Im doing alright burning your legs burning his legs burning her legs I dont cry myself to sleep most nights burn their legs in the night time most nights I just go to sleep cut off their fingers drink their blood but I cry myself to sleep some nights cut off your fingers and feed them to your dogs
4.
Tidal wave right of way Kierkegaard cried today Philistine fly away leave me alone encapsulate sick leap of faith hallway dickishness prison divided by people you hate and I spoke to him often he helped me survive and I spoke to him often he lifted me up then he died rubber band bow to me floating vitality bad faith inside of me push me around exploit my empathy hollow eternity wrapped in profanity smelling like smoke and I wandered in boredom I cradled my dread Soren made me a lover I made him a liar instead fork I love you Camus in tethers and ties free agenda abstract or not you were right fragment father cities like spires will fall high speed watcher watch how your children grow tall
5.
keep your white time softer and contoured I was afraid of this and outside my room I can hear them there is a sounding of the horn there is the beating of the drum there is the burning of the flag
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I don't know so many people they don't know my real name my name is David and Goliath Urshanabi in the highest Griffolino in decay and I swam across the river I left my obol in my earth the pushing current couldn't keep me keep my bound to what I owe you keep me bound to what I'm worth virgil follow me to heaven devil put me in the dirt I didn't mean to disappoint I thought that I was pretty sure ok ill leave your name alone I dont know me you dont know me I could talk to you for pretty long truck stop bathroom purgatory sweat for thirty minutes then Im gone burner in the sky but I dont watch it I dont need to see it now deep ravine of ceremony lean to far and see him falling down and the white man lifting his shirt on the treetop and the cold air kept me from blinking my eyes and the white van screeched on the pavement to full stop and the cold stare kept me from acting surprised there was still movement there was still whining there was forever there were still lifeboats there were still nametags there was forever white underwater hot getting hotter there was forever peace to your family they were not angry they were forever oh oh what can you do there is an answer I told it to you oh oh what can you do there is a secret I told it to you oh
7.
amazing grace how sweet it sounds to save a wreck like me i once was lost but now am found was blind but now I see
8.
I can't undo the spell cut off the christmas lights But I can whisper filthy words and stay awake all night There was an empty tomb there was a sliding door there was a lightning bolt aloft with fear and flaming sword I cant repeat the time he held my neck and kissed my mouth reach in my engines pull all of my dusty divits out there was a kingdom come there was a rope to wear there was the spirit of my restlessness afraid to care and I was born to follow something I cant see but I dont trust you to protect me in the dark I want to hold your hand or turn on the tv but now the powers out and someone took your arms apart and I can see good intention I can see broken vows and I can see that I'm still scared of what I am Christ compel me to forget you I am nothing if not lonely I am nothing if not wolf before the lamb I am nothing if not brutal fucking listen to my words I want to count my pointed prickles and ignore what I have learned I want to kiss you on the forehead and be gladdened my pain but I cant hollow out my spinal chord put buckshot in my brain I wanna feel jesus christ I know that you're not real
9.
you're gonna need that pure religion hallelu hallelu you're gonna need that pure religion hallelu hallelu you're gonna need that pure religion you're gonna need that pure religion you're gonna need that pure religion hallelu hallelu
10.
Murderers 02:49
We pushed sarahs body down the stairs we were better un prepared we were better un prepared we thought we would surely have to run would they kill their only son would I die and make you one and her sister found her body and her father cried for a long long time and her mother thought she was born again and went to go find her she ran ahead and saw her daughter behind her now she tore apart and tried to looking inside her and she wasnt hard to find we wrapped her in plastic and pushed her outside she wasnt hard to find for you and I knew you would try to find me try to kill me try to find me try to kill me to and you knew that we didn't mean to and I don't know why I tried pretending she was fine you could see her same as me I know I say it all the time but it wasn't me this time I don't know why I still remind myself of this
11.
are you some benign or fading force sleeve of cigarettes beneath your jacket pocket sometimes I think that I am better than you sometimes I see you in my room she calls a life away from whining she calls a life away from sin she calls they can't tell when they win and I can feel your heart is melting mine and I can stand the wait you've lost your mind and I will not repeat myself this time lifetimes spent enraged by brutal actions and conquests to wipe on your skin why find what little hope you have to find some distraction or kill on a whim she makes the subtle sound of breathing she makes the subtle sound of sighs she makes the subtle sound of leaving leaving my room with her bandage untied and I can watch your shirt and shrouded fight and I can teach the broad and battle bite and you willsleep with poachers every night red is the color of your body you are younger than you seem write down salvation on the cardboard with your canines inbetween and I fought for freedom in your failures and I fought with someone else in mind seek sought a labor not of smiling seething sought by different minds and we could watch this spin out and destroy itself like cars or glasses they hit the ground too hard and I could live here longer than you let me but I know Im nothing new sleep on seperate shores or lock the doors the whore of babylon the lighting of a torch the howling storm the store we broke into that thursday make me feel some kind of lost remorse I dont remember that thursday slit my throat before I want it more I want to fight or pretend to there is hope there is hope there is hope that youll live forever
12.
keep it up wipe it out make it all for sale keep it on ride it out never to derail lie to me lie to me swallow shadows more lie to them lie to them you've never lied to me before
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Medusiac 02:29
It doesn't matter how I felt when I was bleeding in the dark like am I human if Im dying am I human If Im dead and in my napkin writing wishes dirty pictures dirty dishes under the water making bubbles making love through empty couples empty houses blown out speakers can you feel my through the sheets or am I crying underwater Jesus help me someones looking at my face and how could I have seen them there I havent felt that for days and as much as its refreshing my eagle eye starts to change and hallelujah hallelujah its the same im still the same oh swamp-o-vater person hater can you please tell me my name I wasnt born in the inferno but im still trucking all the same I taste the asphault summer asphault oh the highway of my sin I still cant tell you what Pompeii means without my point of view running out somewhere loud oh mediocrity and blissful water parks I dont miss you on my fingers in the dark
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psa 00:42
before you go I wanted you to know that I'll always be fine I don't want to hear the people that I know coming up to me and saying Luke we listened to the album and now we're scared that you want to die or something well I'll always be fine like I am right now
15.
In a pillbug's shape in the corner now there's no cheap escape I am older now I am stronger here or I'm weaker here I'm awake under porch and pound I can breathe again monomythical absence oxygen where's my home to find where's my goddess in the snow and why why do I try to bleed my ambition so dry you don't need to know this this is the only freedom for me and where where is my love am I brother befound not above stranger I know you I will forget you please forget me you don't need to be something else people perservere in the way of their shoes flee with your bags tied down and your attitude never fresh from your heart keep me in mind out there I would come along I would come if I could make me a martyr here I believe in you was I ever alive and why why do I try (I don't mean to be something I'm not) to bleed my ambition so dry you don't need to know this this is the only freedom I need and where where is my love (I don't mean to be something I'm not or not something at all) am I brother befound not above stranger I know you I will forget you please forget me let it shine on me let it shine on me let the light from your lighthouse shine on me let it shine on me let it shine on me let the light from your lighthouse shine on me should I be carried to the clouds on flowerbeds of ease while others fight to win the crown and sail on bloody seas let it shine on me let it shine on me let the light from your lighthouse shine on me let it shine on me let it shine on me let the light from your lighthouse shine on me

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released August 17, 2015

Q-pup is Luke Roberts

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2020 update: Very tempted to delete this release from the internet. It could disappear at any moment.
Opted to leave it for posterity's sake.

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